Let me cry before I say what I want to say   

fancam of EXO winning album of the year at MAMA 2016



I would never thought they will be in fact this nervous and unsure about winning Aoty.I was like even I know, whole world knows that in that EX`act moment it is  EXO winning that daesang But then there are EXO ,being nervous as hell,so nervous that they can`t hide it.Can you imagine what thoughts are running in their minds?I bet minutes before announcing them as album of the year at MAMA 2016 felt  a lot more unbearable than the minutes before announcing them as winners in 2013.Minutes before winning the same award  in 2014  would have felt 1000 times more nerve wrecking than in the previous year.In 2015 10000 times more blood freezing than again in the previous year and IN THE YEAR OF 2016 it must have felt million times more nerve wrecking,blood freezing and life to death experience than EVER.I think this award to this day was the most meaningful award for them and they were basically dying before hearing their name.

I saw it again but in the big picture how much burden they have to carry.they are burdened because they are expected to win,they are winning and still get called as "over" .Imagine what would happen if they are not winning at all.I am sure one of their biggest fears for them is sitting in that EX`act same  place as today,waiting for the winner to be announced and not hearing their name anymore.
 
We love to acknowledge how it always feels like EXO are winning for the first time every time they get an award,because of their manners and how they react to it naturally.But we are wrong.Every year they feel more and more pressured and hence more and more thankful.But this is something only fans and genetically understanding people(like 1 %)would be able to understand.

It`s okay that EXO is again called "over" for not being able to get every possible award,as if it was something EXO is just supposed to do in order to be called a top group(even if they won+2 daesangs,they would still be saying that EXO are over and +SM is buying award sht)

 I wanted to write this because,earlier I was on AKP and the first thing I see is "EXO can`t even get artist of year"  Don`t even know what kind of reaction I should have.I want to sincerely advice to all of us,if you get hurt easily,don`t go on twitter and akp and any forum.I am sure I `d be crying my eyes out if OH was up and I was reading every single bullsht users would come up with every minute.

I said here earlier and I am saying again.It`s EXO who was the biggest winner at MAMA.I didn`t know I would say this but MAMA chose WISELY.Even from that countdown d-1 video with EXO,it was 100% decided EXO  were taking that award,with how they played out their 2013  win.MAMA obviously was giving quite a lot of thought to how they could divide 3 daesangs to 3 groups who did extremely well this year.Twice is ofc understandable.BTS had outstanding year,it would be unfair to left them without big prize,while I think ARoTY was still a bit bigger for their accomplishments and  their overall year activity wise,it was still a good decision that MAMA did that way.True EXO deserved that title more with everything they did this year.They were more suitable for this kind of crown but it was between  those two awards for both groups.One was winning one,another the remaining.

Aroty would have been just another daesang for EXO which they would have won twice,in 2014 and 2016.Daesang still but not that important.But with Album daesang they are again talked about and being acknowledged how they broke another record (ofc by the people and industry itself whose opinion actually matters).And I still feel like MAMA made  Aofy look more important award than Arofy.(maybe I am wrong and hallucinating IDK)And again EXO being the closing act with the BEST PERFORMANCE.(obvsly biased but still the best performance at MAMA 2016)


I am srsly done now.I was throwing a lot of words in different threads about MAMA these two days and this is THE END.I am getting MAMA out of my mind.That word doesn`t exist to me anymore.That award show honestly stressed me out  this whole time.VOTINGSTARSTWEETS GTFO of my life

I AM OVER IT BYE   

if only I was writing that long ass essays in college